III

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Idea, stronger than a seed-
Nothing to do about it-
Discarded, chafes back
By the sleight of a dandelion; 
Buried, shades its grave
Perverting thousand eyes 
To the cool play. 

Mind, perverser than a wobbly tray-
Nothing to do with it-
A tug makes it tumble;
And a lift sends it flying! 

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